Lyanne is almost 6 weeks old. It has been the toughest 6 weeks ever since I had velle. Aside from the sleep deprivation, I seemed to be stuck on the sofa nursing constantly. I literally can't do anything at all, and it is frustrating for me.

Somehow I feel like I'm doing something wrong. Shouldn't baby have a fix feeding schedule? Why is she feeding so often, could my milk be insufficient for her? So many doubt and hubby thinks I'm paranoid.

I hope all these will pass soon, I mean since I already hang on for 6 weeks, what's 6 more weeks right? :/

Yesterday I suddenly felt moody when I saw the sky turning dark. I was so moody to the point I was crying before velle went to bed. Hubby will be on night shift today, I guess it will be another moody night for me.

Tuesday, November 03, 2015

Hardwork! 3:57 AM

Little Lyanne is almost 4 weeks old now. And taking care of a newborn is as difficult as I've remembered! My goodness..

Many times I've asked myself why do I even want a 2nd baby and torture myself.  I know it's the sleep deprived brain talking haha!

But I feel rather accomplished this time as I've manage to bfeed Lyanne for almost 4 weeks! That's something I didn't get to do with velle (I expressed for 1.5months). Lyanne was very patient with me and a sucks very well, we've been to a lactation office twice to work on latching and clogged breasts.

Short term plan is to bfeed for a month and extending on a month at a time! It is tough and I never imagine that we could do it.

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Sunday, October 04, 2015

37 weeks 3 days 9:55 PM

Am I close?

Had one of the worst nights ever. Having very frequent & painful braxton hicks that woke me up in the middle of the night. Everytime i tried to go back to sleep the pain comes back. Then I started to have muscle aches on both my arms and hands, to the point wearing a ring is a discomfort. My body is so screwed up right now. I think it's time for baby quek to come now.

Labels: Baby quek

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