Tuesday, November 17, 2015
It is supposed to be this tough?
2:12 AM
Lyanne is almost 6 weeks old. It has been the toughest 6 weeks ever since I had velle. Aside from the sleep deprivation, I seemed to be stuck on the sofa nursing constantly. I literally can't do anything at all, and it is frustrating for me.
Somehow I feel like I'm doing something wrong. Shouldn't baby have a fix feeding schedule? Why is she feeding so often, could my milk be insufficient for her? So many doubt and hubby thinks I'm paranoid.
I hope all these will pass soon, I mean since I already hang on for 6 weeks, what's 6 more weeks right? :/
Yesterday I suddenly felt moody when I saw the sky turning dark. I was so moody to the point I was crying before velle went to bed. Hubby will be on night shift today, I guess it will be another moody night for me.