Wednesday, June 03, 2009
8:42 AM
I've always love to work with babies.
Always wanted to be a infant teacher.
Now i got my wish (=
Being with Chlovelle everyday,
is like taking a real life infant class.
Im amazed how smart babies are,
and i love seeing her grow& learn things.
I love to see the look on her face when she's studying a particular object.
Slowly,
im able to differentiate her cries.
Whimpering, or tantrum cries,
its really different.
A tired cry is different from her attention cry.
But its almost the same to others.
Now she's 2 and a half months old.
And im not dead yet. HAHA!
Everytime i look back,
i would tell myself, aiya, i could do better the time.
When she was a newborn,
everytime she cries we feed her.
EVERYTIME SHE CRIES.
imagine how ignorant we are.
But now, i will say, "why did i do that??!"
But its still a learning process,
i can never say i grasp her pattern, i know her inside out,
because you know children,
they are different everyday.
Everyday they got new pattern for you to tackle,
and no books can teach you how to do it,
but try and error.
Whenever i think of having to stay another year here,
which mean another year of no help,
i very much feel like breaking down.
Baby was hoping for a short trip when she's 6 months old.
Hopefully (=
