Sunday, May 31, 2009
Chlovelle. chlovelle&chlovelle
7:55 AM
Horrible velle!
Unglam & not always angelic...
v tired, but i still force her to play with me...
grumpy&angry
after many attempts, bth me, smile a little
back to grumpy face..
eye become smaller& smaller
Stoned & bo chup me...
complaining!!
finally give in, give mummy cute smile (=
*black face* enough already not?!
Taken this morning.
Look at the nappy, her head WAS there the day before.
And this morning, she was found away from it..
She is swaddled, plus got beanbag.
My this beanbag not light leh!!
And got blanket..
Still can shift so far, must be do kung fu in her sleep.
I better set up the bumper around again,
last time took away cause thought she wont move..
But i was wrong,
if dont put bumper, one day sure knocked the side of crib.
My active girl.....
Saturday, May 30, 2009
The 3am thing
3:36 AM
3am again.
Velle has this habit of waking up at 3am,
drinking not so much milk&talking to us.
Must be telling us her dream...
I so much wanna go
"hey darling, its not playtime you know?!"
So today is the 2nd day i just stuck pacifier in her mouth,
and she doze off to sleep.
3am is not for playing..
And waking up at 3am is not healthy for a mummy that is falling sick (me!)
I know she wont get hungry,
cause i fed her at 12minight,
while she is half asleep.
I wonder if she can do 7pm-7am sleep?
Cause ytd, she did a 11 hours sleep,
with her pacifier.
But i didnt sleep well,
was all aches and pains,
tossing&turning.
I wont allow myself to fall sick,
*swallow pain killers*
Chlovelle is so active&talkative.
But at the wrong time,
eg before her sleeptime?
One moment smiling, next very cranky cause over tired.
My girl...
But everything she does,
never fail to bring smile on her ahma face.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Chlovelle fell...
6:43 PM
Chlovelle fell from her bassinet just now..
But she did not cry.
I scream and cry and call her name,
she just smile at me, thought i was greeting her.
-.-
My mind keep flash back the scene when i found her on the floor.
MY 2 month old baby slip off her bassinet
The height is very high,
and she was found face down on the floor.
She was swaddled, and had beanbag on her.
How the hell she fell i dunno,
how long she has been down on the floor i dunno.
She did not scream,
no bruise on her.
When i was freaking out shouting and crying,
she stare at me and smile.
At that moment i thought her brain when retard.
Thought she need to cry.
God has been protecting her.
Angels must have catch her when she fall.
But my heart still aches,
and i really have phobia.
Velle is too active to be left alone,
even when asleep.
When i found her, she was still tightly swaddled.
I dunno how she do it.
I was just glad she was ok.
You dunno how tight i hug her.
My baby.
Never be replaced
8:55 AM
To me, she is the Cutest ever.
My doll
