Friday, September 26, 2008
Just some thoughts.
3:35 PM
I always enjoy reading young mummy's blog.
mostly they are of age 17 onwards.
When i read their entries,
it always inspire me,
how strong they are.
Never once i ever thought of looking down on them,
infact, im really proud of them.
imagine the courage they need to have to tell their parents.
and the to go through the 9 months with their baby.
Some alone, some accompanied.
aint they the greatest?
quitting school just to do something RIGHT!
ofcourse giving birth to a life is always right,
no matter what position you are in.
Last time im just a bystander reading their blogs,
thinking how cute how fun, how nice to have a baby.
Now i got a baby inside me,
i think being a mother is NEVER easy.
The responsible is so much bigger than being a teacher.
i can say, aiya, easy la.
i can take care 10 toddlers,
now only 1, cannot meh.
i seriously it wont be that easy.
mothers tend to give in, isnt it?
LOL.
During my super low times,
when i felt the world is failing on me.
Its them, even i personally do not know them at all!
i dont even know their surname lo.
i read about their lives and become stronger.
I just hope i can be as strong as them.
because im a scaredy cat.
my mummy even say,
im a baby, yet wanna give birth to baby. (very true)
psychologically,
im fighting very hard to eat well,
swallow pills for baby.
Which as myself, i wont.
God must be sick of me, being so selfish. LOL
Now the world isnt about me only.
Clap clap clap to all young mummies!!!
Dont u think,
you all are like born to be mothers?
Definately!
Still wondering where does all the love comes from.
I am still learning.
Yanwen
