Ate so full!! yummy yummy!! we had stingray, sotong, satay, mee gorang, xiao bai cai. food are shared among 14 of us!
A guy which i forgotten his name sit infront of me and eat and eat. i wanna vomit le.. Mummy so quiet today. is she tired? or, thinking about something. not quite right..
daddy talk to us in the car. hmm.. what is my life goal?? what i really wan to achieve. i nv really think b4. and is really disturbed me to think u know. haha! i just wan to follow God i think. and do whatever he wants me to do. i have a strong feeling, i will serve in the children ministry thats y i can bond with children well. thats how i feel. maybe prepare the children for church? hahaha.. i dun mind serving little children. i dun mind to clean their vomits. i dun mind to humble myself. if it is what he wants me to do. Should i read my bible now? so much to tell u God, dunno where to start.
i really miss sister Jo and Bel alot. i hope they know how i feel. do they miss me too? as much as i miss them? i miss their presense. sister jo say will try to come on tues! dun mind me, if she come, im gonna stick to her! i dun care! ha!
wrote finish 25 letters for my children. drama mama.. can give them not? zhen always remind me not to get too emotional. yes girl. i wont. it is the attached feeling i have with them. normal. just let me be. for today.
W.W.J.D what would jesus do? what jesus do if, someone close to Him drift away. what would he do? erm erm erm haha! so dizzy leh me..
can u picture me? in a beautiful garden and children all around me some dancing some skipping all around me.. im gonna live in a world of children God's children
