Friday, November 08, 2013
Not my day
9:38 AM
Woke up to the worst day of the month.
Can barely get out of the bed to swallow painkillers...
I've known people that have worst pain than me, but still, it feels HORRIBLE.
I don't get that much cramps when i was a teen,
but now i am on BC, so every month hurts like hell.
Anyone experiencing the same thing?
I'll get headaches and cramps (painkillers only cover 50% of the pain),
everything comes out by clots and it hurts so bad when it travel down!
It feels like my whole system is swollen inside.
Okay enough of the gross stuff...
On this very horrible, sickening day,
Chlovelle ; my little darling, woke up earlier than usual..
She's cheery & drank her milk very quickly
( usually i nag her like about 20 times, and she still didnt finish )
She knows I'm in great pain and i can see deep concern from the puppy eyes she gave me.
Such a darling!
Changed, wash up and gather all my energy to send her to school.
We reached earlier than usual, and i rush back home to rest (not really, since I'm here typing)
Thank God for a precious girl like her, she is perfect in my eyes.