Tuesday, June 15, 2010
My thoughts
12:47 AM
Putting Chlovelle is a Childcare(CC) is always at the back of my mind.
Thinking thinking thinking.
Not that i want to abandon her there,
but from what i observe,
velle seems really really bored and sticky at home!
She has nothing to do,
stick to me all the time.
Walking around aimlessly.
What can i do with her with min resources at hands now?
Read to her, teach her charts, sing with her, bring her downstairs...
Blar, boring to death.
Going CC isnt a bad thing,
since she love to have friends so much!
(:
Im very interested in taking up my infant cert this year,
the part time course starts from Oct to Mar next year.
Timing is 6 to 10pm every tues and thurs.
Nope, dont worry, i have not enroll yet! Heehee.
So my plan will be like this.
Enroll Velle into a half day CC to learn and mix around with same age peers.
Probably the timing of a half day is 7am to 1pm.
So while she is at her playgroup,
i might work part time for my friend, need earn $$ as hubby salary might not be enough.
So.....
After fetching velle,
should be time for her nap,
while i either nap or do my assignment (surely alot).
And every tues and thurs night,
i will go lesson at 6pm.
Seems like a perfect plan?
But one thing is missing.
My lesson starts at 6pm,
while baby and my sister work ends at 6pm.
see??? That period, where could i deposit velle?
Kua kua kua.....
*scratch head*
I am prepared to see velle scream and cry her lungs out when its time for school.
I have witness lots of children crying and screaming when their mum have to leave for work.
And usually they will leave heavy heartedly..
But actually after a few mins, they children resume to normal .. LOL
Sometimes, i even see grandparents/parents sobbing as they see their young ones in CC.
):
I cannot promise i wont cry too when i leave her there.
SOBS
But for the sake of my passion,
i need to sacrifice velle abit.
So next time when both daddy and mummy works,
our salary can provide her with the best education.
(:
