Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Good and Bad
10:47 PM
Today was a good day for me,
then it became bad.
I think its the side effects of my new Pill.
My last Pill gave me bad migraines when i start the ovulation part,
thus i change to this new pack.
This new pack seems more suitable for me,
but now after i took the ovulation part,
i somemore experience emotional inbalance.
I feel frustrated with velle,
normally i will not be so short tempered.
I even thought of doing evil things to her.
* Dangerous *
But lucky im still very clear minded,
and i told baby it might be the side effects of the pill.
I hate it when im force to feel the way im not feeling,
erm... Compliated.
I dont normally feel the way i feel now, in simple terms.
I dont harm my baby.
But i somehow think this pill is very dangerous for me and velle.
Shall observe and see how im feeling the next few days.
Some cute pictures of her before we went out for a noon walk.
Very cute!
From young she doesnt like the feeling of wind blowing on her face,
and till now, she doesnt like it too.
Im on the Pill because i dont want to have another baby, not so soon.
But because of these side effects,
i feel like quitting the Pill and just go for a op and just tie.
I dont feel like having kids anymore.
One will do.
Hai.
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