Thursday, September 10, 2009
Being a mum for 6 months
8:33 AM
It has been almost 6 months since velle baby came into our lives.
I can still remember clearly how angelic she was in the hospital,
but as soon as we brought her home, our angel transform into a crying bun.
I was so afraid of her that i wished i can put her in the nursery forever.
Yes she cute, but im not ready for her yet.
She cry for no reason, and us being new parents are so confused by her cries!
Changed, fed, rub oil, carry, rock but nothing seem to work.
Often, i end up crying with her.
( sounds familiar mummies?? )
HAHA!
After the first few days with her,
i called for help in Singapore,
because i couldnt take it anymore.
I cried out loud in the phone begging my mum to come help me.
( yes, i was like pouring and she can hardly hear me)
I told her, im not able to handle her and she keeps crying.
Her reply was that i chose to have this baby.
And its our responsible to take care of her, i need to handle her myself.
She let me marry to Lewis, and my matter is now Lewis' matter
As cruel as it may sound,
i have to say she's right!
Its our responsibilty to take care of our own baby,
not asking help because of fear.
Because of her words,
i pull it through (:
Velle now is a happy and sometimes cranky baby.
A drama queen, cheeky and cute at all times!
Because i can do it all by myself,
i tend to not listen to what people have to say about caring for a infant.
Im not superstitious, because i cannot afford to.
I have my own ways & some dont approve of it.
I really enjoy taking care of velle.
ah~ wished life can stay like this for a little longer.
She growing up. Fast.
I always tell her she's a smart girl. I hope she will be!!
Aww. im a mum for almost 6 months !
Totally loving all the experience i been through,
good or bad.
My happy family
Labels: 5 months, family portrait
