Friday, April 10, 2009
Stressful stressful stressful
7:41 PM
As you can see from the title,
im stressed!
Dont try to comfort me unless you are in the same situation as me.
We are taking care of the baby on our own,
with no/little help.
And if velle decides to cry for no reason and for a long period,
we just have to endure and pacify her.
But i have to say im happy for myself,
because i am handling my emotions better now.
OFCOURSE at times, i feel like throwing her out of the window,
or selling her ASAP.
But these are only thoughts.
Dont say im pervert or im suffering from depression,
its depressing to listen her cry and CANNOT do anything about it.
Its normal to feel frustrated,
and who is there to teach me about babies?
None other than reading from books.
I feel so much like blogging everyday about my thoughts,
i think of so much to share with you guys,
but she occupies a WHOLE lot of my dear time.
But im still happy.
I love her more each day, and forgives her for her long hours of crying.
With her arrival,
we gain and lost a few things.
But im happy we are holding on to each other,
and praying that this will pass by soon.
Soon, she grow up and cry lesser, and communicate better.
I love my babyfied!
Oh, amongst her crying,
baby said i have patience of mother teresa.
LOL!
The truth is,
she will pay back what she did to me ok!
Next time no more nice mummy,
a limit to trantrums Chlovelle darling.
hee hee hee (im evil)
OK. I realise sewing calms my soul.
I sew bean bag cover for her today.
Loves*
Did not do a excellent job because i sew in the midst of her crying.
*deep breath*
Lastly, my controlling Velle.
Love to cry, but still very ke ai~
Her pattern more than batminton.
Cry, want ppl carry.
I carry, cry louder.
So i put down, continue to cry even louder.
Then carry up again, will stop immediately and open eyes big big.
Cuddle awhile, doze off, then i put her in the crib..
*the cycle continues.
Love,
Yanwen
Labels: Chlovelle 23 days old
