Sunday, January 18, 2009
My thoughts
10:54 PM
When i was younger,
maybe during secondary school days,
i will often think and discuss giving birth is a scary
and painful process for a woman to go through.
When i was taking my Pre School Teaching course,
i know i would totally want a baby before 30,
but i would definately opt for C-section,
so i will not go through the delivering process.
But now,
im 7 months pregnant.
Inside me will be a cute cute little darling girl.
And this time,
i will not think of having a c-section.
I feel im ready to have her in my arms anytime she is ready to be out.
I wont want to miss the first sight of her,
her first cry.
How can i go through a operation just because of the pain that i fear all along,
but heal so slow that i cant take care of her for the first few days.
I hope to be able to heal as soon as i can,
to carry, cuddle and soothe her (=
Im definately excited,
and feels so ready to deliver.
Now the fear i have all along seems so far away.
28 Weeks 5 Days
Love,
Yanwen
Labels: Life in Texas, Our baby
