Thursday, October 16, 2008
Appreciation
3:33 PM
Yesterday,
out of the blue
a classmate of mine msn me,
and ask for my address.
Saying she wanted to send some stuff over to me
( i not sure she wish her name to be listed here )
But all this simple thoughts really touched me.
Very much.
Very very very much.
I cannot express how gan dong i am.
I know her since secondary,
am not a close friend of her.
but suddenly she just say she want send me something.
Was shocked,
but very much guilty, cause i nv thought of doing that back to her.
>.<
Just like Hui shan,
a friend of mine i known thru work,
send me packets and packets of herbs for me to "pu sheng"
upon knowing im carrying a baby.
I do not know her well,
but she chose to do that.
why ppl outside so kind one.
Well, sorry to her,
because i was told by my mummy not to take any tonic,
and i read the book gynae gave saying i dont take will better too.
But these can be stored, i will take it after giving birth.
Actually,
even though i did not gain any weight.
My mum was glad that angel grew.
Because if angel grew around 5 cm over 5 weeks,
she told me all im taking in goes to angel.
isnt that a better thing?
all the nutrients goes to the little one.
I am born very very thin,
so even gynae dont think its a problem with me not gaining much.
The fact is,
even my tummy nv big.
Other place become bigger.
YEAH.
my boobs, totally exploded.
so ppl will just notice my exploding boobs.
had to upgrade one more cup one,
but i nv buy yet.
Cause my band size very small,
cup big, very funny leh.
hard to get it also.
>.<
Now its 3.45pm
and its crazily cold outside.
18 degrees.
Texas cannot be so cold at this time lo.
must be the cananda winds blowing down again.
I still wear shorts and collect my letters.
i come back with those brain freeze.
or cold until headache feeling.
But anyhow,
my shoes came!
5.5 was still big for me.
Lucky back in SG, bel and me always buy from bata.
The cushiony thing.
like cushion so can wear slighty bigger shoe,
plus the shoe wont dirty,
throw the cushion away can liao. LOL.
And bel,
ur boxes heavy man.
Saturday will be the day baby will drive to post office and mail out all the boxes.
again, i cannot do it on my own because its VERY heavy.
4 boxes know.
And i need to fill out forms for it to go back to SG.
so 2 more days only.
And i will reach there like 10am
which is their opening time.
and mail out for u.
Happy?
I experience sudden outburst of emotion.
dont blame me.
its hormones. like pms like that.
like ytd, baby accidentally scare me,
when he wanted to surprise me with the beautiful hardisk, in white.
but i got really frighten, scream and cry out loud.
i was really scared to death.
and after ffew mins,
my heart beat nv resume to normal.
So i seriously cannot help it lo.
but very fun.
Fun to have baby inside my stomach.
sometimes its so quiet that assume angel's sleeping for long long hours.
Lots and lots of Love,
Yanwen
