Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Irregular sleeping pattern
5:17 PM
Just at 6am baby arrive back.
i waited for him till that time.
Baby is on night shift,
and i seriously hated him working night shift.
Slept at close to 7am,
missed zhen phone call.
i promise i didnt hear,
i was sleeping like dead log.
we woke up at 3pm.
which i thought its like 9am
because the birds are chirping outside!
rather depressed
got up and cook and prepare dinner for baby
plus lunch, which is like breakfast.
then at 5pm
baby is off to work again.
LIFE??
damn sad can.
Was really happy to talk to bel on phone for an hour ytd.
for goodness sake
i am alone the whole day,
and i will be yaking when baby is back
i think he tries to ignore me
but i will be talking and talking
i told him
if he is not going to talk to me
i will loose my ability to talk soon.
(which cant be true)
ok,
anyway
the home phone we got has voice record.
so if it reaches the end of the calling tone
i think will go inside voice message righT?
leave a message ba, zhen...
i wonder how it works seriously.
Being at home alone,
i try to surf for places of interest in dallas.
There are alot of places i want to go!!
means more more pictures!!
muahahhaa!
I want go to the zoo,
the garden
Oh oh
thursday my shipping will come.
my house will be filled!!
with pictures
my toys.
my craft material
my crystals.
I am thinking,
we are rather brave
as in lewis and me
leaving singapore to live in a foreign country
by ourselves.
taking care of each other.
learning to get along with new people.
its not easy.
for a 21 and a 22 year old.
if its in singpapore
we are really so protected.
i really love this opportunity to learn to be independent
and i am glad to say
WE ARE SURVIVING REALLY WELL!!
See!
i know we can do it..
managing a home,
and finances,
relationship
by ourselves
with the help of god.
and maybe Prayers from people who remember us?
(=
Baby 22nd birthday will fall on this thursday
26th june
I cant prepare anything for him
cause i dunno anything here.
its not like i can take a cab or train out.
so there is nothing much
maybe i will get a cake
like i dunno how...
awwww.
but what can be worst than
me spending my 21st HERE!!!
21st leh
first step to adult hood
whereby can watch r21
and also ROM without parents signature!!
so i think i gonna make myself happy,
by asking baby to bring me to shopping spree.
using HIS money.
He will feel sad on my birthday.
*
I really think that,
if you really love a person,
you wont spend his money
Like,
you will try to save for him.
serious.
I use to be bad
and spend other ppl money
cause no love ma
wont hurt you.
But i try to help baby save
i uses my own money to pay for my stuff.
And i save good food for him
Leaaving myself having little.
I let him have fresh cooked rice
and i took overnight ones.
sweet or not?
i really think i spoiled him.
But if i dont,
who will?
Oh,
i also try not to spend my parents money.
from young,
i dont ask parents to buy toys..
its like,
not me
not nice to ask.
SEE!!
i missed TALKING CAN!!
I watched Lilo and Stitch last night.
Remembering my favourite sentence from the show.
OHANA
Ohana means family.
Family means nobody gets forgotten or left behind.
