Monday, January 23, 2006
12:33 PM
I pour out how i feel to my darling sister zhen..And i know, she totally understands how i feel.Its the transparency we had for each other then we can bo so close..Im very happy,because i know, if the worldly us were to connect,we can nv get so close like now!All thanks to God..He want us to build our relationship on the solid rock.That we accept each other comments.(=We speak to each other with love..Every word zhen speak to me, it is like filtered,as there will be no condemnation.Girls are very sensitive to spirit.It is a gift!I thank God for that.As zhen prayed for me, Zhen gave me this verse1 timothy 4:1212Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.(=Question is: Will i not grow? Will i always be a baby in Christ?
And the answer is, i will grow.
In the pace that i allow God to work in my heart
Will u listen to me if i comment?
Do i have my rights?
hahaha
the conversation was very good..
Ytd was deeply blessed by mummy,
Today deeply blessed by zhen..
I remember when zhen came back from encounter last yr..
she told me i should go.
she told me, there are things which i think i dun hurt but i actually do.
And.
at the time, i was a young christian
in my spiritual realm,
i dunno what she is saying..
and i try to use my worldly dictionary and interprete it.
I cannot get her meaning!
and we argued!
Today ask we talk, i realise is my spiritual being,
not matured enough
i can say, even i go encounter that time,
i maybe will not feel anything.
(=
Thank God he prepared me..
And i go with a hunger to know more about Him.
And i grow.
Into a new me.
another 'level'
im afraid that u wouldn't listen
But i wan to tell that, im not a baby anymore
(=
will u accept the new me?
will u listen to what i have to say?
12Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.
