Lonely

I woke up at 4am, realising im sleeping alone in my room.

These are the rare times i feel extremely extremely lonely.

I really wished there can be someone i can call/sms at this time.

But.... iim in usa.













I hate to be awaken by the cries of my baby in the middle of the night,

no its not about her,

its i hate to know im sleeping alone.













I feel very upset,

stab me, so the physical wound can drown the funny emotional pain.













Dont wake me up at night baby.

Let me dream and that im happy.













Shall go now.

With you reading, maybe im not so alone.